babelfish88

Uni.

2008-08-21T18:52:08Z

Ah, well today's been like, BUSY! At work I mean. Fucking hate work. I just have to keep thinking to myself though, that it's only for just over a week! XD Then I'm out of that hell! But... another week and a half after I finish, I'm leaving my home! :O Moving to Leeds! Scary! But I'm so excited!!!!!! :D I've been talking to someone who's gonna be taking the same course as me at uni, and whenever we chat, I get more and more excited! I think I might burst! There are reasons I don't wanna go though. Obviously family and stuff, although it'll be good to get away from some of them for a bit! But I'm leaving her. :( It's gonna be such a big change after seeing her loads. Thank god phones were invented!!! That's all I can say!

Today's a bad day sigh

2008-08-11T13:23:48Z

Well.. I haven't seen B properly for like, 2 weeks, and was really excited about spending the day with him today, but things just keep coming up. :( And he's gotta be at home. He says I'm welcome to be at his with him, but they're going through a family issue so I just don't wanna be in the way of anything. Granted, I do feel bad about not being there with him to help him get through what's happened, but I just can't help but feel bad if I get under their feet. *sigh* Anyways, he just called me 'cause he's home alone for a bit. We've planned to go to the cinema later to see Wall-E! :) He may be having some foodies at mine too if his mum isn't doing much. So here's just hoping!!!
I've got the biggest pain in my back! :( It's not constant, but when it comes, GOD!
Apart from that, I'm fine. Argh.

Scabby noses

2008-08-07T19:35:58Z

I'm waiting for my dinner. I'm really quite hungry. :/ Why do sausages have to take ages to cook!? :(
I've not long come back from a mini shopping spree with one of the next people in the world! All the way to Asda, and then to the land of Sainsburys. Asda was the gooden though. Clooothes! XD Love my clothes! Especially when they're bought with her. Heh!
It's been an alryte day. Got up just before 11, had a goooorgeous shower, then went to see Amy at work! I feel so sorry for her having all those foreigners, but envious of her having the sun and beach!!
I'm sooo up for going out dancing!! Tomorrow night's gonna be the night though. CAN'T WAIT! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

babelfish88 @ 2008-08-05T18:39:00

2008-08-05T17:55:52Z

Have you ever had that feeling where you just wanna go in a small room and scream your head off? Well, THAT'S how I feel right now.
Today's been the shittest day. A headache from the beginning, and a text saying 'I can't be arsed to see you'. That isn't what a friend is supposed to say, is it? How long has it been..? Well over a month. I haven't seen her since college, and that's all I get!? To top it off, she expects me to send her a cd in the post which will cost money, containing a program that somehow she ''accidentally'' deleted TWICE! I'm sorry, but that's just a cheek!

I'm actually quite happy I was given this site. It's making me feel a little better about things. If only I'd done this this morning, or just earlier!
I've been taking it out on mum a bit. I feel like such a bitch. :( I don't mean to. She's just there, and she winds me up too sometimes. Just the little things she does. I think it's enough to drive anyone around the bend!!
I've never spent this amount of time feeling secluded and alone. Not that I can think of anyway. I really wish I had a friend, that I didn't have any problems with, and that would drop anything and everything just for me. Even though I'm short tempered, I'd do that for anyone of my ''best friends''.
I'm missing my boyfriend too. :( I only last saw him yesterday morning, and I feel like I'm going mad! I wish he was here, to give me one of his warm cuddles. At least he's one person I know I can rely on.
I can't wait to move from this place. Leeds will be a new start for me I think. Away from the family, how harsh that may seem, and away from everyone who keeps letting me down. However hard it may seem, I know it'll do me good.
One person I don't wanna leave, is Jess. My cat. :) She's beautiful. And an amazing friend. She's my baby at heart. I probably sound so stupid saying that!! But she is. :) I'll miss her purring in my ear in the middle of the night, and her paw on my face in the mornings. She has mad moments each day where she runs around the house for 5 minutes. That's quite entertaining, bless her. Most of all, I'm gonna miss her meaowing. It's soooo cute!! That's all she does! Meaow all day long. It's one of those things that when you hear it everyday, you're like, oooh shoosh! But once you're gone, you really want it back! I never take her noises for granted. They're awesome! :D
Well I must say, I'm feeling a bit better now! The headache's still there though. And I should be going to the cinema at 8. :/ Can't say I'm really looking forward to it. Starring at a screen for a couple of hours. Not really the best cure I've heard of for a headache! Think I'll have a lie down.
Ciao all! Ciao.

All sorts.

2008-07-31T00:20:14Z

I've never known someone to be so lovely, but annoying at the same time............................. Well, I have, but not like this. This is a different kind of annoying. The biggest kind of annoying there is! It's THAT annoying, I'm munching on cake and iced gems, and the time's 1:11am. :/
I'm learning to deal with it though. The annoyingness that is, not the cake eating.
It's just, I can't help but try and help! I'm so confused.
However, today has made up for it. I haven't had a day like this in ages!! Not with friends anyway. It's been quite a special day. One I don't think will be easily matched before I go away to uni. But at least I can say I've had one. :) Even though they won't be reading this.. I wanna say thanks! xxxxxxxxxxxx <- To each one of you special people!

babelfish88 @ 2008-05-11T19:58:00

2008-05-11T19:05:35Z

For god sake. ANOTHER day of boredom!
I soooooo wanted to go to the beach today. Or at least do something in the sun. How can everyone be busy!? I just don't understand.

babelfish88 @ 2008-05-05T14:25:00

2008-05-05T13:29:46Z

Today, I feel, kinda empty. I mean, I'm ill, so I haven't been in the best mood ever, but, I don't know. :\ Things seem strange. Errr, I don't know.
I wanna see him. Haven't in ages it seems. Haven't heard from him either. He's ''busy''. Busy!? Work, yes. Evening??? oh I don't know. :[

babelfish88 @ 2008-04-19T21:29:00

2008-04-19T20:34:47Z

OH MY FUCKING GOD! What's with people!?!?!?! I mean, SERIOUSLY! I could've actually hit someone today!! AAAAAAARGH!....................work. Gay fucking work. Customers being absolute twatheads.

'Ooh why are you trying to embarrass me!?' I'M NOT YOU TWATS! YOU'RE DOING IT YOURSELF!

(Stupid cow): 'Ooh, can you see if there's any broad beans out back? There's nothing in the freezers.'
(Me): 'Sorry, what we have's out.'
(Stupid cow): 'But you've been at work all day!'
(Me): 'Well I'm ever so sorry you stupid cow, I've been on the fucking checkouts all day!'
What a twat!?!?!?!?!?!?: ARGH!

Bad day at work. Grr.

This morning.

2008-04-18T09:24:46Z

Confused, a tad lonely. Hmm. I have so much to say, I can't find the words to type.
Work soon though. It takes my mind off everything, so that's OK. I'm a whole new person when I start! Yeeeah! =] AH! What's this!? A smile!?

Oh my, I'm so hungry. I don't even know what to have!! Something warm I'm fancying. Perhaps turkey rashers?? If they're still in date! Lmao!

babelfish88 @ 2008-04-17T13:57:00

2008-04-17T13:03:11Z

Ok, so, things haven't been the best recently. Although time to yourself is great! At least now I can just sit with the laptop and get on with my work.
The sun is shining, it's beautiful day, well... kinda. Minus the wind! But hey! Nothing's perfect. As I've come to realised.

People need learn to give more. Be able to do anything for someone. Not base everything around themselves.
People can change, remember that.

babelfish88 @ 2008-04-15T23:01:00

2008-04-15T22:06:55Z

WOW! The past two days have been amazing! =D Being with someone who means everything to you is so awesome! We kissed, I laid in his arms, we watched films, went for drives, went for walks, and I can't believe how many oreos I've eaten! I feel like a bloater whale!...even though I don't think that exists. =\ But hey! I feel like one! =D And it's great!! I haven't been this happy since....the last time I was with him! =D Mind you, the happiness is starting to wear off... at the minute anyway... Sunday will be the next day of seeage. *humm* Nevermoo!
OMG I REALLY WANT SOME MORE OREOS!
OOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSSS COME TO ME!!!!!!!

Today

2008-04-13T15:03:06Z

I've really gotta keep up to date with this thing. There's so much to be checked when it comes to emails etc, I totally forget about this *ashamed face*
Today's been awesome! New tops!! New shorts!! New films! =D Saw Amz! <3 Everything's going right. Makes a change. But how long will this happiness last?

babelfish88 @ 2008-04-10T18:37:00

2008-04-10T17:41:01Z

Well I've officially found out how to add people as a friend! Sounds silly me writing this on here, seen as no one except my friends will read it! Hey ho.
Today: BORING! Well, kinda.
Everything's good as referring to 'he', just so you know. And yes, I heard from him today. =] He's cute. A lot of missage going on. Having a boyfriend who works over an hour away for a couple of weeks isn't fun.
I fancy some sweets. Tempting.
So yeah.
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